Got to have Kaiya

The song playing I had never heard before and a friend told me about it yesterday and its called "Got To Have Kaya"!

I wanted to feel close to her today, so I went to visit her at the cemetary and the "hands" you see in the picture above sit right across from the baby garden.

"Carry Me to the Cross" (I had never heard before) was playing on the radio,

and as soon as I pulled up and my eyes met these "hands" the words

"To all creation you gave life with your hands" played!!!

Chills and tears, I am in awe!

In this picture I was 12 weeks pregnant with Roman and Kaiya.

My sister had seen these "hands" and wanted to take my picture with them as a symbol of praying for my babies, and giving praise.

It blows my mind how at that moment I knew nothing about the daunting path ahead of me,

and now 2 1/2 years later, He carries me back here to visit Kaiya and feel close to her while Roman is asleep in his carseat.



























I sent kisses up to all my friends babies who are at His feet in Heaven,

and I praise God for the souls of our children he has blessed us with.

With these same "hands" He comforts me, lifting me up from my knees.

Isn't God wonderful.....let's us feel our loved ones even when we can't touch them.....

I have seen too much to not believe.