Songs written from my Heart

While I was on bedrest after my transfer, another item on my bucket list was that I wanted to write my own song....so I wrote two songs during the 3 days. I haven't put a melody to them yet...but these are the words.

Through my journey the past 3 years, my relationship with God has been strenghthened to a point where I thirst for more and more. I keep mentioning the peace I feel now. This peace is from God.

I read a great entry off another girl's blog the other day, and I wanted to share some of her words to those of you out there who are still going down this rocky road.

Some days it's hard to have "hope." I have had my days on this journey of 3 years where I couldn't find the hope, sometimes it's easy to think God has forgotten you. After years of praying and waiting patiently, it's hard to have hope that one day your dreams and prayers will be answered. I do not know the reason why God chooses certain people to go down certain paths; our faith gets stretched in all directions...and although our hope can disappear at times, it's hope that kept me going... hope of that positive pregnancy test... hope for that first ultrasound... hope for that first kick ... hope for being able to give birth to a healthy baby... although God tested our faith, I have hope that this journey will bring us our desire to be parents...

I have the same hope and faith that you will be next!!! Keep your eyes on Jesus every day and He will carry you through. I will be praying for all of you as a whole. Below are the words to the two songs I wrote before I knew I was pregnant.

"Journeys"

Nothing in life is by accident
We go through each day having confidence
In knowing,
Jesus is near, we shall not fear
Because His plan will be revealed

He'll hold you, He'll guide, He'll never lead you astray
Just trust Him, and seek Him, and do this everyday
Be still and know that He isGod
By knowing this you'll never fall

His timing has a purpose so just "let it go"
Surrender all your fears and give Him control
Remember,
Jesus is near, we shall not fear
Because His plan will be revealed

With each journey, His glory shines through
How you choose to use it, its all up to you
Its laid out before you in perfect harmony
Embrace it and Share it, the Holy Trinity

He'll hold you, He'll guide you, He'll never lead you astray
Just trust Him, and seek Him, and do this everyday
Be still and know that He is God
By knowing this you'll never fall




"Child of Mine"

A million prayers have gone up in hopes of you
We ask ourselves do dreams really come true
We have your names and we even have your clothes
And now we give up control

Because you are not a child of mine
You are His, just ours for awhile
He is your Father, He loves you more
He is your everything, He is your core

You are our world, you're more than we could ask for
We will protect you, comfort, and devote our lives to you
We will never stop loving you
but ultimately He has control

Because you are not a child of mine
You are His, just ours for awhile
He is your Father, He loves you more
He is your everything, He is your core

Seek Him, Trust Him, Have Faith in Him
His promise is Yours

Because you are not a child of mine
You are His, just ours for awhile
He is your Father, He loves you more
He is your everything, He is your core