Life is Amazing

Check out these 4d sonogram pictures of all of me and my sisters babies. Elijah, Aydia, Grady, Roman and Kaiya. Roman and Kaiya's was done at 18 weeks and the others were done at like 27 weeks. I am so thankful to have these pictures of Kaiya. The only reason we went at 18 weeks was to confirm their genders. If my Dr. hadn't of been wrong saying it was 2 boys, then I never would have gone this early and I never would have seen what my sweet Kaiya Faith looked like alive. After learning of Kaiya's heart stopped beating, I never got another 4d sonogram of their faces, it was too scary for me. Everything happens for a reason!!!

The song playing was what I planned on playing at my baby shower that I never got to have. I was going to have their 4d sonogram video playing on the tv during it to this song. In fact while I was listening to this song laying out in my backyard while pregnant, this was the day before my Dr's appt where we learned Kaiya had passed away. I will never forget looking up and how awesome the clouds were this day. I believe this is the exact moment she went to Heaven.

My beautiful Angel. The tech couldn't believe we were able to get this picture of her face. Its really hard with twins to get a full on face picture. In fact we weren't able to get Roman's. Another awesome gift from God that was no accident-so I was able to see my daughter face to face. This is the picture I have above the doorway in his nursery that I look at every time I rock Roman. A sweet friend who is an awesome artist drew it from the sonogram picture. Sweet sweet treasure!

Kaiya and Roman-look how close Roman was to Kaiya. They say the sac that seperates them is as thin as saran wrap so they can feel each other all the time. I cannot believe he was this close to her for 6 weeks after she passed. We even saw that he had echogennic bowels which meant that he was swallowing her blood. Further evidence that they have a bond so special that I will never be able to comprehend how strong it is. Total miracle that he is ok today. Who knows what miracle when you believe?

Roman and Kaiya

Aydia

Elijah

Grady